Can't help feeling a little obsolete with these new BBW artists out there also doing quality work, but come from the generation who were raised on digital graphic making and can spruce up something easier. More pro looking.
Oh well, i still have my style, but i see others eclipsing even that.
Oh well, i believe i helped pave the way for all the quality BBW artists out there. Coop and Les Toil were there, too - more commercially successful.
Only because i have no clue how to even begin selling my work properly.
I need an agent, or something. I need a motivator, someone who can get the annoying details over with so i can get to creating and making actual money.
I don't have much self motivation, i don't have the desperate need to draw like i used to.
If i had more local models available and scheduled to draw, this would change.
But i have a huge backlog of work after 17 years. I've gotta be able to do something with that... but how?
I want to make a book... who do i pitch this to? How do i start the process? I am very green when it comes to this kinda stuff.
I am happy there are more artists doing what i do, kinda sad i'm not a main character anymore, but i don't need to be. My work was always for public use, share, print, hang the work in your offices or whatever. If i can make money selling something, awesome, but i really just want the message to get through...
But i can't be doing service jobs for the rest of my life, either...
I am also on a facebook hiatus. Minimal to zero checking it. So, if you are someone who knows my number or my email, give me a shout. I am off the next 2 days. Or just ask for it. I may still check dA because part of this hiatus is to do more creating. I hope to have some work up, unless i get swooped up on someone's adventure...
Anything interesting or sexy happening in Vancouver right now? haha!
Listening to: Mind Mischief - Tame Impala
Reading: Wicked Bronze Ambition, Glen Cook
Watching: "Everything Wrong with the Matrix" youtube vid
Playing: Dark Souls 2, Saints Row 3
Eating: Cereal a few hours ago...